OOps! was that me??????

Life always moulds us in its own absurd style (absurd as I call it!! ) because we rarely understand it :( ... and its futile to reason for that matter. In the unending run for happiness..we seldom get time to feedback our past..we garbage our mind with wat we call frustations...we have so many stories to tell its just that we run short of a tic..

Dont talk to the STRANGERS.

Have you ever talked to a stranger for more than you talked to your mom last week?
Ever given a thought why you did so...infact how you managed to do so..?

you shared every bit of crap with him/her,which you will never ever share with your close ones even??
I tried to think....and I concluded that actually its always easier to confide in a stranger...
Taking for instance, when you are on some travel esp. a long one and that too alone...
what will you do to kill time????
Read some book...listen to your fav music....eat;)....peep out ( worse if the panes are tinted!!)
and the most preferred resort is chatting with your fellow passengers..
you always do that..isnt?
Just spare a second and recall the chat on your last travel..
you will be surprised that you shared something, which you will definitely not tell your close friends or your mom..for that matter.
Despite of the fact, that the guy didnt even know who you are?-- he definitely came to know that you will oppose the upcoming offer in the office, if some enemy of yours say Rakesh supports it..or say you will try on some collegue of yours this weekend..lucky if you win the date etc..etc..
The point to be noted is that you are not at all bothered about what you spoke to that stranger because you know he/she will get down on the next station....then who cares??

Waiting for the end....

Phew!! I think a tough attempt to float the bitter reality of life in plain terms!!--Ya--I agree tht we always look for an end tht too a rosy one-- for every task we start wid--When I ws in school, I always thought my education ll end after I pass my boards--when I got an Alumni Title--struggle even increased.Firstly,Because my conception about life after school proved to be a myth and secondly, I got to realise that there is something called 'career' which is to be made,before that rosy end is met ( :-) So,I jumped into the arena where my opponents were none but my old school friends ( or fiends!!) --my fat mathematics and science books...ya!!CET is the term given to the nut, I was desperately trying to crack--I,somehow cracked the nut and became an Engineer. Life seemed beautiful, after I got my degree..and for the first time, I got a feel of acheiving something..out of my efforts(Thanks to the CUT-Copy-PASTE tool) . Since,every good thing has got to end..my life seemed tougher, when I found there is something like 'money' which is the ultimate goal (:-)--my struggle began --I managed to get a job--I was happy, because I was nearer to my rosy end--I found that I was still struggling for fame--promotions-- transitions--but this time my opponent was the person, I daily faced in the mirror--The end didnt exist!! I was getting submissive day by day.. struggle got my frustation levels higher...
I almost concluded that frustation is the end...
Till I found a loop to get over-- I reasoned everything--
I found there is a reason for everything and to be a winner..I should never lose the reason for certain things.

why cant struggle be the start for every good thing rather than being the way??
why cant I use the rules to make my life easier rather allowing them making me submissive?????
Why cant I decide the end rather than waiting for the time to decide it for me???

I tried it--I assured my acts never violate the rules..that became a checkpoint for me..which would have been a breakpoint, if I would'nt have realised it!!
--you might very well be aware of the quote tht u need to be in the system to change it--and believe me its fun struggling with the constraints to resolve the constraints!!
--All The Best Friends!!